Now: Fear of suffering or suffering itself.

After experiencing unforgettable hard work that made me overcame my own limitation, I found that  personal attitudes, which are ambitious and optimistic, are very important key to success. Threw back to summer break last year, My friend and I were chosen to be a school representatives to join science project competition in Russia. This program was very popular which made many student set high expectation to my group's work. At that time I was very worried because of the peer pressure and also my own limitation. I used to be a quiet student in class, so presentation in front of many people made me feel uncomfortable and this time it became worse because the audience was foreigners who were strangers. Although, I worked very hard in laboratory for the best results of the experiment, I gradually felt more depressed and wanted to give up. What made me changed my attitude toward this competition was my advisor words which were "tell yourself that fear of suffering is worse than suffering itself". That sentence woke me up from depression and change my point of view. I began to think positively that my work was very interesting and wasn't worse than the others. I practiced the presentation everyday in front of the mirror and every time I was free. Finally, I can presented with confidence and won silver medal from the competition.