Three aspects of Phing

Getting to know peaceful

First of all, I would like to introduce myself and my childhood a bit. You can call me 'Phing' for short. The tiny detached house in the middle of nowhere is my home which was constructed isolated from other neighbors. Even though I wasn't surrounded by much similar age friends, I never feel lonely. Because I grew up in an extended family and spent most of my time with them. My uncle has a small library beside his working room. There are thousands of books and abandon space for creating artwork. I binged stay inside that room. It was my guilty pleasure.
Nearly all my childhood memories were full of heartwarming moments. However, there was an exception which was the story about my grandfather. He passed away beford I was born therefore his story is so mysterious for me. The most significant memory about him is that he came from china and run business in Thailand. My nickname was given by him without any special explanation. Chinese works are extremely flexible. One word being able to write in many alphabets leads to several meanings. 'Phing' can refer to a flower with an attractive scent, peaceful and just an apple. No one is my family know exactly what does it mean. We can't predict what my grandfather was thinking about at that moment. Nevertheless, I think that being a puzzle might be better for me. I wouldn't like to be a delicate flower. I will decide the definition of me by myself.

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My turning point 

Many people think that artists and illustrators are born with intense desire and inspiration. I wouldn't agree with them. Before making a decision to work in the art field, I occurred with some obstacles. Fortunately, my parents are willing to support me in every aspect although there were demons in my mind who put me off from my destination. To clarify this situation, I would like to mention my high school experience. Focusing on producing full-science abilities students is a concept of my school. The majority of students got a scholarship from the government with authoritarian conditions. To be honest, my school provided excellent laboratories for student experiments. In contrast, lacking of art and music facilities was weakness point. Insufficient exploring much in my interesting field resulted in an insecure feeling. I was afraid to confront my dream however in the last year of high school, a new teacher empowered me to join several art competitions. My confidence was bowled up and created my self today. 
  

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Joining under the sea parade

At the beginning of the year, I always set the year resolution. Mostly those were tossed away however some of them were complete and became my most cheerful experience. One of the hardest achievement of me is getting a freediving certificate.  Normally, I really enjoy swimming in my leisure time. On the other hand, swimming for freediving practices are relatively different, a diver has to submerge to 10 meters under the sea with only one breath and come back to water skin by themselves. I had never thought that I can do it but I've done it. 
After that, I got a valuable reward. In the lively shallow sea, while I was being jubilant with swimming around the colorful corals, the sea turtle and shoal of fish came around me. They allowed me to join their trip for a while. That is the most impressive moment that I have had.